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Depression sets in as never before

Tue May 13, 2008, 4:32 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Dizzy - Jimmy eat world
  • Reading: the spos on the desk where my tears lay
  • Watching: myself cry in the reflection of my computer
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: my thoughts
  • Drinking: my tears
ok so i was at lunch today like always, and when i got there i had my ipod like always, it was in my jacket pocket. well i was messing around with friends and somewhere in the mix someone took it out of my pocket...

now if you know me, you know my music is my life, my world, my everything.

you'll also know that my ipod is my prized posession because of what i know my parents went through to get it.

Just in case you dont know and are all "wtf is she talking about" I'll fill you in...

I got that ipod just over a year ago. At the time we had just found out my mom had cancer, but seeing as how that was the only thing i wanted for christmas my parents actually sold something that they valued so that they could get it for me.

I have hours upon hours and hundreds of dollars invested in it and i know it was someone i concidered a friend that took it. Im not exactly sure who but only my friends were close enough for me to have it taken.

Like I said, my music is my world. The one thing i can turn to when im depressed, and not having it when i need it most because someone im close to took it is making me wish i hadnt promised my frined that i wouldnt cut.

Call me emo if you will but to me music is enough to cut over. It consumes my life and has helped me through more hard times than anyone will ever know. Other than music cutting is truely the only way ive ever found to cope.

I dont really care who did it but if your reading this and have found my ipod, I dont care who you are or what you think i might do if you give it back but please PLEASE im begging...i dont care if you just say you found it or whatever, just please...im lost without my music...just give it back...i swear iwont do anything, in fact i'll probably start cryiong out of happiness anf thank you. Please...I just want my music back...

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  • Current Residence: Fla
  • Interests: drawing, reading, writing, playing guitar
  • Favourite movie: to many to name
  • Favourite band or musician: The Used
  • Favourite genre of music: Uh...anything but Rap i guess
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe (AM NOT GOTH AND SUCH DONT ASK!!!)
  • MP3 player of choice: Sliver (RIP Bluebird...)
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